Seasonal Stress

Ok, yesterday I couldn't ride. As I carpooled kids to b-day party's did domestic chores etc, I scorned at every rider out enjoying!! I was mad at everyone on a bike, any bike, any person. How dare they be so happy like that...I wasn't. With revenge this am, biked to work, 13:28 theo lap too. I'm already having nightmares about summer biking ending...had a dream Sat. night my crank arm stripped when I overtightended pedal...these nightmares will last until my first epic powder dream, happens every year. I'll plan winter trip after 1st pow pow huck fest dream occurs.